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i need something stable, i need SOMEONE stable. i am done with the ups and downs, i cant handle that anymore. its been going on for years and the life is almost completely sucked out of me. i'm so messed up now, i dont know if i'll ever be back to happy. i gave my life to try and save someone who will never be saved. i want to live for me, but i need someone to help me.
HELP ME!