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i need something stable, i need SOMEONE stable. i am done with the ups and downs, i cant handle that anymore. its been going on for years and the life is almost completely sucked out of me. i'm so messed up now, i dont know if i'll ever be back to happy. i gave my life to try and save someone who will never be saved. i want to live for me, but i need someone to help me.
HELP ME!

<3!

i support gay rights, and same-sex marriage. love is love, and you cant tell me that straight couples deserve to have it legally and gay couples do not.

GO WATCH THIS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4xfMisqab8

CRUISIN'

this is where the madness began, the salt lake city airport, in a phone booth!

we were in the van in long beach, kara's showin' off her bills.

alright, from the back (left to right) noelle, myself, kara. middle seat: carla and rob. front seat is shar, kyle, and cali. kevin is taking this picture.

on the farris wheel in long beach, i was very scared.

watching the hot guy that worked at the rock wall.

swimming in mexico!

these were our waiters! louis and louis, best guys ever.

noelle is a pervert.

i'm sitting on kara's bed with underwear on my head, and i'm very sure it was in the wee hours of the morning. but i have no excuse.

the big guy and i, dancing during karaoke!

up on deck, being fancy?

this is my "durrrr" face, and i'm with katie, big guy, jeff, and robin!

same people, just add kara and minus jeff.

the buttercup butchers. i can assure you neither of these girls will EVER get married, obviously.

elevator man! he is really hot, and sweaty.

i cant remember her name, but she was an old black lady who loved us, and she danced with us at the cluuuub!

this is nate, aka boyfriend. he is super drunk all the time.

this is married guy, he really did have a wife, and he really did touch my butt.

son! oh i loved this cambodian fool.

this is david, aka the king. he serenaded me on stage in front of 900+ people, and i have a crush on him.

he looks super gay, but i dont think he was. he was an asian dancer that had an australian accent, so i automatically loved him.

big guy!

me and T, snappin' our fingers...?

this is the end of our trip, i made a small bed out of chairs, and kara looks really uncomfortable in hers.