she's baaaack!

hello all who come across this blog. i was pretty sad in that last one, it was sad for me to just read it now, it almost made me cry to realize that i was honestly that sad at one point in my life. i have since grown to be happy, and i have fallen back in love with my life!

i'm going to be graduating on June 5, 2009! no matter what, i've never been this determined to finish anything in my entire life! and all the thanks goes to my dearest jan jan, thanks mama bear.

the family went on a cruise over christmas, and that was a good time. i met some boys, kissed some of them on new years, snorkled, saw a sea turtle, and found a little place where we hit the jackpot as far as sea shells and creatures go.

i got out of 3 year long relationship that probably should have been ended after the 1 year mark. but it was a learning experience i suppose. i'm just ready to be happy, and to live like i should have been for the past couple of years.

i'm going to california with my girls this summer for a graduation trip! i'm so excited for our 7 day stay at the HOUSE cottage (beach house) in san diego! i'm just counting down the days, 15 weeks and 2 days until we leave!

i've started dating someone, but its new so i'm not going to say much. but i will tell you that i'm super happy, and i really like him a lot.

i'm almost done with community service, and if you've talked to me at all since november of 2008, you'll know what i'm talking about! i've been working at the davis hospital for a jan that is not my mother, and she is crazy. i'll probably have to work off some more hours at the food bank, but hopefully that can end soon too!

anyway, thats about it for now i think, but i'll probably start getting on here more often again. just so i can think i have a following of people on this, even though i dont. i've gotta feel special somehow :)